What a bloody mess

I find myself overwhelmed this week due to enormous amounts of clutter that has accumlated over the last (I don't know) 100 years!! Where this shit comes from I have no idea, but I can tell you that I feel the ancient rage starting from my toes and slowly working it's way up through every cell of my body until I snap like a dry twig and I burn the fucking shoebox down!! Oh yes you heard me right. Hi my name is Cathy and I live in a trailer, well lets just say a single wide home that is trying to house 2 adults, 2 children(girls) and 8 fucking cats and I don't know how that shit happened I swear that last week I had 3 cats. Then all the sudden mama cat runs in my "home" with a kitten half hanging out of her "private kitty parts" and dashed directly under my bed. Several hours later, I am the proud keeper of 5 furry little cute black kittens. I had to move the little bastards yesterday because as far as extensive cleaning, that was a good place to start. I pull the bed out and dear God have mercy on me! How stupid am I? I mean really you have to have some common sense in this world and I displayed none when I let mama-cat dash in. It looks like a murder took place under my bed. Simply put someone was brutality murder under my bed and thus 5 kittens were born.